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kredyt wloclawek pożyczki lombardowe pod zastaw pożyczki gotówkowe dla osób pracujących za granicą druk zgłoszenia pożyczki do us potrzebuję pożyczki blog 2014 kredyt bank w brodnicy udzielę pożyczki na procent gdzie daja kredyt bez bik nowość pożyczki do domu pożyczki gotówkowe wiki kredyt pozabankowy skarbiec pozyczki z komornikiem miedzyrzec podlaski pożyczki chwilówki stargard pożyczki oddłużeniowe bez bik kalkulator pożyczki gotówkowej w ing kredyt konsolidacyjny opole kredyty siódemka czechowice kalkulator kredyty konsolidacyjne kraków kredyt dla studentów bzwbk prodomo pożyczki nowe miasto lubawskie kredyt gotówkowy bez bik krd bank pko pozyczka na dowod pożyczka 5000 zl w bankuspółdzielczym wykop pożyczki pożyczki prywatne z zagranicy udzielam pożyczki pod weksel expres pozyczki infolinia kredyty pozabankowe numer telefonu podatek od pożyczki cywilnej udzielenie pożyczki przez spółkę pożyczki pozabankowe w legnicy kredyt konsolidacyjny ca kredyty chwilowki wroclaw drobnera pożyczki bez bik opolskie kredyt bank w słupsku umowa pożyczki pieniędzy wzór gofin kredyt konsolidacyjny w skoku stefczyka autokredyt pozabankowo pozyczki pozabankowe 7 kredyt bank bankomaty chełm jak wziasc kredyt w orange 5 zl kredyt gotówkowy kalkulator kredytowy kredyt bank żory godziny otwarcia kredyt bank wyzwolenia szczecin pokwitowanie pożyczki pieniędzy kredyt bez bik ciechanów Lynsey G
| May 21, 2015 | 3:54 pm
This is me this morning at work, trying to hold it together.

This is me at work, trying to hold it together while I scramble to catch up.

I just got back from a fairly off-the-grid vacation, and I’ve got a lot of catching up to do on multiple projects! So, while I’m bursting at the seams to talk about a bunch of things (so many things! oh my gosh people! so much exciting change happening!) in depth, I’m going to give you all a bunch of links to peruse instead! We’ll get to the good stuff later. I promise!

Below, find out all about a feminist pornographer’s philosophies, get some hot visuals, learn about the clitoris, watch some videos about consent and food-sex-education, help Shine Louise Houston make a film, develop deeper respect for BuzzFeed, enjoy Cindy Gallop’s audacity, attend Madison Young’s upcoming art event, and marvel at my journalistic butt-kicking! continue →

| May 6, 2015 | 8:53 pm

cityscapeJust in time for me to go on vacation (thank god), my latest piece for Luna Luna surfaces! I originally called it “A Breakup Letter to New York,” and leaving for the next week and a half sure feels like a long overdue farewell.

“I do not go out. There is too much to do, too many hours of treading water to keep my mouth–open and gasping–just above the water line that keeps rising. I hide myself away to keep kicking, and I cannot take one more elbow in my back, glare from a stranger across the subway, catcall from the watchers on the sidewalk. If I do not drown I will burst, not into flames but shards of unglazed crockery. Rubbed down to dullness. Alarmingly hollow.”

Maybe when I get back in late May I’ll feel differently, but in my experience the heat of the New York summer just makes me sick. Here’s to hoping, though! See you all in a few weeks! In the meantime, read the rest of the letter here.

| April 29, 2015 | 6:15 pm
Permission 4 Pleasure Box Set

Permission 4 Pleasure Box Set

New Tricks

Directed by Morgana Muses

Featuring Morgana, Serendipity, Sebastian Steele, Evie Crabapple, Mr. Crabapple, Magnolia, Calliope Jones, Artemesia, Liandra Dahl

In my adventures as a porn critic, I’ve spoken to many people who express similar frustrations with pornography. “It’s not that I have anything against porn,” they say. “It’s just that it all looks the same to me.” “It’s boring.” “I can’t find what I want to see.” Every time I hear one of these complaints, I try to offer alternatives in the hopes that I can help them find what they’re looking for. Porn isn’t all the same, I tell them, even though most of what you see on PornHub looks pretty similar. There are a lot of options out there that are really different. But “different” doesn’t always mean “better,” and sometimes I get the feeling that the people I’ve talked to walk away thinking I’m sending them into a tailspin of clown porn or foot fetishes (not that there’s anything wrong with either of those two proclivities, mind you–it’s just that the majority of people I’ve talked to aren’t looking for those things).

Enter Morgana Muses. At the age of fifty, Morgana decided to say goodbye to her life as a “good,” dutiful, socially acceptable (read: chaste and subordinate) wife and mother, and to embrace her erotic side. She began making films with a vignette called “Duty Bound” in which she filmed herself in a variety of extremely hot activities, while she narrated her fantasies about what she’d like to do with an escort. And BAM. A new feminist filmmaker and star was born. Morgana and her work have since been welcomed all over the world by film and porn and sex-positive and age-positive and body-positive and feminist communities, and… like… all the other communities, too. Her work has been nominated for, and won, numerous awards around the world at a variety of film festivals, and she was just named 2015’s Heartthrob of the Year by the Feminist Porn Awards.

Morgana Muses in "New Tricks"

Morgana Muses in “New Tricks”

I met Morgana at Cinekink here in New York in late February, where her gorgeous short (non-pornographic, btw) short film “It’s My Birthday and I’ll Fly If I Want To” was screening. (It won best documentary short at Cinekink, just FYI.) Instantly deciding we had to be best friends, we shared a hookah and some champagne cocktails, followed by a late-night, very intimate art-making session with friend and aspiring filmmaker Traci Traci, and I left with a copy of Morgana’s company Permission4Pleasure’s box set of her first four films.

And, last night, I popped in the DVD and decided to try “New Tricks,” the third film on the DVD (which is beautiful, by the way, featuring Morgana’s tattoo design of a phoenix). I was a bit nervous–one never knows going into a new erotic film whether it’ll do it for them or not.

And I’ll tell you the truth: this film wasn’t precisely my personal cup of tea, as far as turn-ons go. But–and this is a big “but”–it did ring all the bells in my “THANK GOD THIS EXISTS” belfry. I absolutely recommend it to those people I mentioned above who say all porn looks the same. Especially if the reason a lot of porn doesn’t do it for you is that it feels fake. Or inauthentic. Or male-gaze-y. Or repetitive. Or overproduced. Or over-performed.

Magnolia, Calliope Jones, Artemesia, and Liandra Dahl in "New Tricks"

Magnolia, Calliope Jones, Artemesia, and Liandra Dahl in “New Tricks”

“New Tricks” felt very un-porny, but very sexy, in a super-specific way. Featuring four vignettes introduced by female performers in their “socially acceptable” roles as wives, mothers, businesspeople, juxtaposed with sex scenes in which they let loose, the sex in the movie felt very REAL. That can be good or bad, depending on what you’re looking for, I suppose, but  there is something uniquely refreshing about the way that “New Tricks” portrayed real, honest-to-god sex that I’ve never witnessed before. It was honest, while still being beautiful. Raw, but in a pared-down, let-it-be kind of way that made me feel relaxed instead of on-edge. I appreciated the reality it was willing to show–namely that sex isn’t always the wild, keening, athletic, rowdy affair that so much porn makes it out to be. The sex here was remarkably subdued and yet satisfying. It featured a certain edifying slowness–a building of tension and ecstasy that takes its time and isn’t worried about showing off–that one rarely sees anywhere, much less in porn. Even during the (all-female, by the way) orgasms in this film, there was no over-the-top performance, just very real, face-contorting, leg-twitching intensity that, despite my earlier assertions, turned me on immensely.

Particularly in the four-woman orgy scene at the end of the film, two of the performers clearly form a sexual connection that is so intense that they both come simply by watching the other woman work herself to orgasm; the link between them is visibly electric, and yet they are not wildly gyrating or flailing around. They are intense to the point of volatility, and they come with screams of pleasure, but it feels completely un-hurried, un-performed. Similarly, when Morgana masturbates in her office, there is nothing showy about it–no closet full of toys, no spitting or ooh- or aah-ing or contorting, except when she comes and her legs both spasm along with her face, in a long, drawn-out, powerful, yet very quiet orgasm. It feels real, and not in that forced way that so much porn does. It’s not trying too hard. In a word: it’s authentic.

Evie Crabapple and Mr. Crabapple in "New Tricks"

Evie Crabapple and Mr. Crabapple in “New Tricks”

Of course, all this authenticity might not be what everyone is looking for. I wasn’t particularly a fan of Evie Crabapple’s perfect stillness as her partner pleasured her in the kitchen, for instance. But still I appreciated her quietness, her willingness to be pleased without putting on a big show of it, like I so often see in pornographic films. It might not have turned me on very much, but it was refreshing and even relaxing. No rush. No desperation. Just pleasure.

So, look. If you’re one of those people who supports the idea of porn–particularly feminist porn–but has trouble getting turned on by the usual “porn-y” imagery one finds on the internet, where people are screaming and writhing and gasping and doing that weird sucking-on-your-teeth-hissing thing a lot of performers do… Please, please give Morgana Muses’ “New Tricks”–or anything else from her website, Permission4Pleasure–a try.

| April 22, 2015 | 12:32 pm
The long, snaking, up- and down-stairs line to get into the QPFF.

The long, snaking, up- and down-stairs line to get into the QPFF.

On Sunday, April 19, I attended the first-ever Queer Porn Film Festival in Brooklyn.  It was pretty fantastic. I mean, aside from the fact that I was surrounded by beautiful queers who love porn, the festival itself was great. It was curated and hosted by queer porn icon Courtney Trouble and Brooklyn DIY porn princess Jacquline Mary, and featured screenings of like a bazillion queer porn films, as well as panels and workshops with performers and community activists, a full bar, and… well, a bunch of beautiful queers who love porn.

As obvious as that might sound, I’m repeating it for a reason: it’s remarkable to find oneself in a space with dozens of other people who show up to this kind of event not because they’re seeking a thrill, but because they want to be actively involved in supporting this kind of work. It’s a unique feeling to be part of a crowd that doesn’t see porn as a sort-of-hot, sort-of-icky curiosity, but as an important and enriching part of human sexuality. The crowd paid to be there, to support queer porn filmmakers and performers, to talk and watch and ask questions about how to be better porn viewers. How to help more of this stuff get made and seen and taken seriously. I basically wanted to kiss everybody there.

But I digress. The point here is that over the day I heard a lot of industry insiders giving tips about how to actively participate in making sure that you have access to the kind of stuff you want to watch. How to make sure it gets made in the first place. And I want to share those tips with you, so you can be the best porn consumer you can be! Yeehaw!

  1. Pay for it. This is pretty much the mantra that all porn fans should be quietly whispering under their breath at all times. Although a large portion of queer porn filmmakers don’t agree with or really want to be a part of capitalism, the fact remains that without the cash flow to make and distribute their art, that art just doesn’t get made or distributed. Period. So, when you discover a new film or scene or clip or cam show or anything that showcases the kind of sexy stuff you’re looking for, pay for it.
  2. Talk about it. This sounds so simple, but performer and now filmmaker Cinnamon Maxxine pointed out that one reason the topic of porn remains taboo in our culture is that people are nervous about exposing their own tastes and ideas to others. Their advice? Just start talking about it with your friends. Mention porn you’ve been watching. Who makes it. What you like about it. What you don’t like. Start the conversation. If we all do it, the topic will become more normalized, and tearing down the taboo could be the start of a whole new epoch of easier access to money, opportunities, and distribution for people who make sexy stuff.

    Cinnamon Maxxine holding court at the QPFF.

    Cinnamon Maxxine holding court at the QPFF.*

  3. Contact the producers and distributors. Courtney Trouble jumped into the Performer Panel to offer their advice, and I couldn’t agree more with them on this. One of the things that makes the porn industry very different from most other entertainment industries is a noticeable lack of communication between fans and producers… and between fans and the people who sell the product. Again, because of that cultural taboo, we are much more likely to just take what we’re given when it comes to porn than most other products we consume. And that doesn’t help anybody, especially not people who want to make porn that looks new and different from the mainstream varieties we’ve all seen way too many times. If you like what you see, particularly from indie, queer, and/or feminist filmmakers, get in touch with the filmmaker or production company and tell them so! If you want to see something you can’t find anywhere–especially if you know other people who would pay to see it–tell a filmmaker they should try making it. Tell someone who sells porn that if they carried x, y, or z, you would purchase it. As Courtney put it, “They’d be stupid not to stock it if you tell them you’ll buy it.” Speak up.
  4. Donate when you can. If a performer or filmmaker you love is raising funds for a new film or to buy a camera to make a new film or to start a company, and if you  have the ability to help them monetarily, do it. CinnamonMaxxine pointed out to us that a lot of people who make specifically indie, queer, and feminist pornography are not rich or famous. Most of them are artists and activists who are driven to make something worthwhile and get it to the people who want to see it, but that’s not easy or cheap. Help out when you can, and see your contributions reflected directly in the porn you’ll get to watch later.
  5. Share. Whether you can donate monetarily or not, you can always help by spreading the word. If someone is raising funds or awareness, share the link on social media, via word of mouth… hell, print up fliers! Tell your community about it. Raise awareness! Porn makers will thank you!
  6. Call people out when they’re doing it wrong. Another tip from the amazing Cinnamon Maxxine: If you’re a fan of a company or a filmmaker or a performer, but you see them getting involved in things you find offensive, unpleasant, exclusionary, or any other badness, don’t be afraid to let them know. Like I said above, there’s sort of a gulf between a lot of porn consumers and the people making content. People might not know that they’re doing something offensive or outmoded or exclusionary–or they might not care–unless their customers point it out. They want you as a viewer to be happy, to talk about and share and support their work. If you ask for them to consider including more, say, trans bodies or POC or anything else–or less of something–in their work, it’s entirely possible that they will do so. It’s always worth a try to make an impact.
  7. Host screenings and panels and workshops and speakers. Jacqueline Mary is a big fan of taking her work on the road and sharing it with people around the country. Lots of queer porn people (and other people in other kinds of porn) are also performers, sex educators, public speakers, and more, and they’re happy to show up and talk about what they do, or show their work. If you facilitate it, they will do their best to come, especially if you can help them get there!
  8. Even if you can’t pay for it, find a way to get involved directly. Jiz Lee pointed out that the company they work for, Pink & White, is more than happy to share screeners of films and scenes with people who can be involved without paying–people who can translate films, for instance, into other languages, or write reviews. There are lots of ways to get fabulous queer porn and help promote it, spread it, and make more people happy. If you really want to see a new film but you can’t pay for it, get in touch with the filmmakers–often they’ll be happy to help you find a way to see it in exchange for something you can help them with.
  9. Support porn literacy education for kids. Canadian performer Drew Deveaux championed this idea during the Performer Panel, and though it may seem like a reach to those of us in the Puritan-minded USA, it’s an excellent idea. Kids today have access to so much porn at the click of a button–it’s imperative that someone talk to them about what porn is and what porn is not to help them parse what they’ll see. Talk about porn, people.
The Performer Panel at the QPFF (Cinnamon Maxxine, Chelsea Poe, April Flores, Drew Deveaux, Stoya, and Tobi Hill-Meyer moderating).

The Performer Panel at the QPFF (Cinnamon Maxxine, Chelsea Poe, April Flores, Drew Deveaux, Stoya, and Tobi Hill-Meyer moderating).*

 

Any other tips or ideas? Feel free to let me know!

Now get out there and start participating, future Perfect Queer Porn Fans! You can start by getting to know more about the work of the people and companies mentioned, and linked to, in the above list.

Of course, there are plenty of other people who could use your feedback and support, too, (like Tobi Hill-Meyer and James Darling and April Flores and Ignacio Rivera and Chelsea Poe and…) so please check out the Queer Porn Film Festival website for more info on them!

And, of course, the same tips also apply to every other kind of porn. And every other kind of entertainment, really.

So get talking, and donating, and sharing, and giving feedback! Watch your porn options grow! Rejoice!

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*Apologies for the blurry photos. My phone was not being a team player.

| April 17, 2015 | 3:30 pm

BSW2015Best Sex Writing of the Year 2015: On Consent, BDSM, Porn, Race, Sex Work, and More

Edited by Jon Pressick

Introduction by Belle Knox

Essays by Fiona Helmsley, Christopher Zeischegg aka Danny Wylde, Epiphora, Cory Silverberg, Alexandria Goddard, Nica Noelle, Ember Swift, Alok Vaid-Menon, Lynn Comella, Joan Price, Cameryn Moore, Charlie Nox, Mitch Kellaway, Laura Agustin, Jiz Lee, Mollena Williams, Tina Horn, Stoya, Rachel Krmer Bussel, Morgan M. Page, Jarrett Neal, David Henry Sterry, Jon Pressick, Ashley Manta, Lux Alptraum, Jason Armstrong, Amy Dentata, Lauren Marie Fleming aka Queerie Bradshaw, Dee Dee Behind

I finished reading Best Sex Writing of the Year 2015 a few days ago, actually. And I’ve been trying to wrap my brain around the experience ever since. It’s a stretch. By which I mean that one must stretch one’s brain quite far to wrap it around the many and widely varied essays in this collection. This is a very good thing.

After reading BSW2015 and just beginning to digest it, I want to go around handing out copies to random strangers continue →

| April 14, 2015 | 12:27 pm
Holy crap, I wrote that?

Holy crap, I wrote that?

I’ve been working on a memoir-type project lately (I’ll give you the big news when it’s finally been contractually agreed upon), and it’s been… well… It’s been painful, everybody.

In order to write effectively about things that happened well over a half decade ago, I’ve been forced to go back through some of my old writing. This old writing includes DVD reviews I did for adult magazines in 2007, early columns I wrote about the experience for McSweeneys, and various retellings of these experiences for other publications and possible book-length projects.

I suppose it’s the experience of every creative person to look back on the work they’ve done and be ashamed of it, having years of experience and added skill in their medium to sharpen their vision as they review. And especially with matters as complex and taboo and honestly difficult as issues of sex work, pornography production and consumption, and feminism, it’s impossible not to look back to the past and cringe at my own ignorance and stupidity when I started out. continue →

| April 7, 2015 | 9:19 pm

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| March 31, 2015 | 1:09 pm

CrashPad’s Guide to Fisting
Directed by Shine Louise Houston

Produced by Pink & White Productions
Featuring Lorelei Lee, Beretta James, Shine Louise Houson, and video excerpts of Maybelline, Mariah Cherry Christmas Special, Jacqueline Woods, Stefani Special, Red, Javier

I bet I know what you’re thinking as you look at the title of this film (and this blog post): “Fisting? …Woah, Lynsey G. Woah.”

That’s a pretty standard reaction I’ve often gotten when I’ve brought fisting in not-specifically-queer-sex-positive-porn circles. A little shifting of people’s weight in their chairs or on their feet, some quick looks over my shoulder for someone else to talk to… You know, discomfort.

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| March 25, 2015 | 9:00 pm

Cytherea in the YouTube video she released, thanking her fans for their support. (Still shot from DownTrend.com)

On January 19 of this year, retired porn star Cytherea was sexually assaulted numerous times in her own home in Las Vegas, with her children present. The suspects are being held and facing charges as adults, although they are all teenagers. Cytherea released a poignant and very brave YouTube video about the assault shortly afterward, thanking her fans, family, and other supporters for their help.

I am absolutely horrified by this horrific crime. And I am further appalled to have learned about it more than two months after it occurred, by way of a friend on Facebook, who posted a link to a Men’s Rights website that used a brutally violent attack on a woman’s body as ammunition in its rhetoric against the feminist movement–because the mainstream feminist media have so far remained silent about it.

I started poking around on the internet, shocked and somewhat disbelieving that such a heinous crime could go underreported, and became steadily more sick to my stomach as I perused continue →

| March 20, 2015 | 6:39 pm

…where the ups and downs are so far apart that swinging between them feels like flying? Or falling?

I am exhausted.

| March 18, 2015 | 8:44 pm
Kayvon Zand, illustrated by Jayel Draco

Kayvon Zand, illustrated by Jayel Draco

Back in December, I interviewed Kayvon Zand, an NYC-based nightlife personality/celebrity the likes of which I had never known before. Truth be told, I was out of my depth: I’m not much into the nightlife scene and I didn’t quite know how to approach this gender-bending tower of glamor and brains. But we had a really great conversation, which I had to cut down massively to fit into the “Dispatches from a Dark Corner” column for Nerve.com. (FYI, that column is on hiatus currently due to an editorial switchover at Nerve, but do not fret! It shall return!)

I’ve been following Kayvon’s exploits and work ever since we spoke, and the more I learn about him the more convinced I am that he is some kind of progressive, beautiful god. Case in point: his latest music video, “Home.”

And the way he talks. About his heritage and self-expression and being needing to relax about sex. And. Just. Well, read this (and the Dispatch over at Nerve)!

Lynsey G: I’m wondering if, when you were growing up, you felt the injustice of homogenization particularly because of your parents being from Iran. Were you more aware of how bad things could be for people who express themselves because you were aware of the oppression there?

Kayvon Zand: I’m sure that has something to do with it. It’s not like I had that problem because I continue →

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