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Emotional Remove and Porn Fantasy, Part I

December 28, 2010 | 0 Comments

This is part one of a two- or three-part series of musings about porn, sex, and emotion. The series isn’t finished yet, so I’m publishing it in parts to keep the length down. Comments and feedback would be much appreciated. I believe above most other things in the necessity of fantasy. [...continue...]

I’m Officially COOL

December 27, 2010 | 0 Comments

Whoooo! I am awesome! Seriously, this time I am not tooting my own horn (still at the parents, where that’s not allowed). I am officially a published writer on a website by Madison Young, the queen of sex-positive porn, the empress of awesome, the coolest of queer-friendly, the most amazing [...continue...]

Remembering the Rest of the World

December 25, 2010 | 0 Comments

I’m in not-allowed-to-talk-about-porn land, aka my parents’ house in the country. Yesterday was awkward as I tried to work my conversation around all things relating to sex and pornography and maintain interest in less-sexy topics, but it’s getting easier as time goes by. And, you [...continue...]

Christmas Travel Blog

December 24, 2010 | 0 Comments

A few MORE notes: 1) The Red Dwarf set did not enter into last night’s peace-vibe-making. My own living room, however, is quite hot to have all manner of crazy sex in. 2) I’m now on a train. I’ve been working on several longer blog entries for you all to read over your long [...continue...]

The Not-Doctor Is In: How to Become a Male Porn Star

December 23, 2010 | 0 Comments

Once again, Twitter has provided a question for Dr. Lags, Sexpert, to answer. I’ve done the best I can, but I’m sure the guy can use advice from those who know more than lil’ ol’ me in the comments section! Dear Dr. Lags: Any advice on how to start in the industry as a male [...continue...]

Red Dwarf is Unexpectedly Sexy

December 23, 2010 | 0 Comments

Are your panties wet? Mine are. Well, readers, I’m very happy to report that my day-late contribution to Global Orgasm for Peace Day was a doozie. I may have come to the party late, but when I came, I came, again and again. So I feel like not chipping in on the big day was ok in the end, [...continue...]

Assange Looks Like a Douche, and Anti-Gays Want to Look Gay

December 21, 2010 | 0 Comments

I don’t know who put this together, but I’m in love with it… 2 things: 1) Julian Assange is a douche. I don’t really know enough about the whole Swedish rape vs. CIA-“honey-trap” issue to write anything intelligent about this topic, because for all I know maybe [...continue...]

Have Not Been Blogging, But Have Been Thinking

December 20, 2010 | 0 Comments

So I’ve been mondo busy with out-of-town visitors and general holiday preparations (by which I mean I’m completely unprepared but trying really hard to be prepared) and… cookie baking. You heard me! That’s right, this seasoned smut scribe is also a damn fine baker, and last [...continue...]

An Overthought Personal Dissection of Fetishes

December 16, 2010 | 0 Comments

So I’ve been doing a lot of research on some fetish performers, and last night I had a kind of epiphany. The ideas behind many fetishes make sense to me on some level, but many more do not. I mean, sure having your toes sucked on can feel nice, but why would you want to suck ON someone [...continue...]
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