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Shameless: Yes

January 13, 2011 | 0 Comments

Last night at a friend’s house I watched the first episode of the new William H. Macy Showtime drama, “Shameless.” (Between Macy’s new vehicle and Steve Buscemi’s “Boardwalk Empire” on HBO, this seems to be the year of the weird-looking-dude on major cable [...continue...]

Reflections on the AVN Awards, Part I

January 12, 2011 | 1 Comment

I attended the AVN Awards show for the first time ever on Saturday night, and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. The AVN Awards are, as I’m sure you’re aware, like the Oscars of porn: the most prestigious awards available to performers, directors, and others in the porn [...continue...]

Post-Vegas 2011: Conflicted Exxistence, Preparing for Lift-Off

January 10, 2011 | 0 Comments

Well, folks, I’m back from Vegas, confused, tired, dirty, with a raging headache that started up 30,000 feet off the ground somewhere between Vegas and Detroit and has yet to subside… But holy hell am I excited about the future of this blog! Suffice it to say that, although AEE/AVN is [...continue...]

3, 2, 1…

January 6, 2011 | 0 Comments

I’ve overcome my fever of the past two days and am starting to feel better! As such I am officially taking most of today off to recuperate before lifting off tomorrow morning for Las Vegas, NV, home of the AVN Awards and the AEE convention! I’ll try to update the blog with pictures and [...continue...]

DRENCHED IN LOVE: MEH SEX, LAME WRITING, NOT ALL THAT BAD

January 5, 2011 | 0 Comments

Drenched in Love Wicked Passions Written and directed by Sky Blue Run Time 92 minutes Starring: Marcus London, Poppy Morgan. Britney Amber, Anthony Rosano. Barrett Blade, Briana Blair. TJ Cummings, Halie James. Carlo Carrera, Diana Doll. Just for shits and giggles, I decided it would be fun to [...continue...]

Sick but Sizzling Hot! Articles All Over the Place!

January 4, 2011 | 0 Comments

After last night’s can’t-sleep ramblings, which I posted at around 4:00 am, I am sicker than I was yesterday and my brain is quite muddled. But thought I may be running a fever and dizzy as can be, I’m still feeling super sexy and fiercely feminist: behold, on the same day that my [...continue...]

Emotional Remove and Porn Fantasy, Part III

January 4, 2011 | 2 Comments

But ah, that’s the thing. Porn may, for all abstract purposes, lie in the middle of this emotional/sexual spectrum as a safe zone for emotional and physical and fantastical experimentation, but that does not mean we treat it that way. For several reasons. Firstly, porn is, we all know, pure [...continue...]

Why So Few Comments, Haters? Plus, AVN.

January 3, 2011 | 1 Comment

I’ve got a good roll going here, peeps. Why you hatin? I need comments! I need fodder! I mean, come on, surely someone out there has a question about gangbangs they want answered! How will you ever find out if I don’t have your question in hand when I interview a gangbang star? You [...continue...]

Gangbang Etiquette

January 2, 2011 | 0 Comments

I’m watching a gangbang right now for review. It’s bringing up a whole lot of questions in my mind. This is a lengthy one, not just a few clips online, and it’s giving me a lot of time to think about gangbang etiquette. I mean as far as they go, this is a pretty classy one. [...continue...]

2011 is Coming! Quick, Look Busy!

December 31, 2010 | 2 Comments

Well, let’s not be shy about it: 2010 sucked. I think every person I know went through some kind of major life change this year, including myself, and even though many of those changes were for the better, they still hurt when they happened, and many of them continue to sting now. 2010 was [...continue...]
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