Tag: conflicted existence
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On Penetration, Pt. II
I’m getting kind of rape-culture over-inundated. But I’m pressing on. Because this is important. Earlier this week I was fighting off triggers left and right to read about the Steubenville case and the conversation that’s taken place after the sentencing. I do feel like, as much as the “delinquents’” fates have been bemoaned by news…
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March 18, 2013
The good news: I am going to Toronto for the FPAs! Totally forgot about the fact that my tax refund would be coming in, and I’m using it to go to the Feminist Porn Awards! The not-as-good news: I am home sick from work today, which is Le Suck because I just got promoted and…
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FPA 2013 NOMINEE = ME!
THAT’S RIGHT! Imagine my shock when I got an e-mail telling me I was a nominee for The 2013 Feminist Porn Awards! Holy crap! I totally sent my submission in really late and didn’t even think it got there in time! Much less was viewed with PLEASURE. Much less would be NOMINATED for an award!!…
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I Got Nothin
Well… It is 3/13/13. I love the numbers 1 and 3 together. Dunno if y’all know this, but I’m a sorta-kinda-synesthete, and numbers are particularly colorful in my brain. 1 is white or yellow, depending on what it’s paired with, and 3 is orange, so today has this kind of Creamsicle glow to it, in…
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An Ode to My Hero
You might already know this about me: I love David Bowie. LOVE. I’m a super fan. I’ve read biographies. I’ve seen most of the movies. I talk about him constantly. I’ve dressed up as him… well… numerous times. I’m a little obsessed. Tomorrow, his first album in a decade, The Next Day, which is being…
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A Litany for Survival
I can’t believe I’ve never read this before. Mind = blown. For those of us who live at the shoreline standing upon the constant edges of decision crucial and alone for those of us who cannot indulge the passing dreams of choice who love in doorways coming and going in the hours between dawns looking…
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How Do You Distribute Your Adult Content? TELL ME!
I’ve just been reading over the press releaseabout the Cinekink Awards, which were given out last Sunday after the festival wrapped up. I’ve been thinking, once again, about what a magical event Cinekink is. The festival shows films that bring people together to educate them and give them a shared experience in an intimate and…
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A New Word for “The Stars (Are Out Tonight)”
David Bowie. New video. I… Shit… I don’t think there is a word for this. Um… Headasplodeyfabuorgasmamazing? Something like that. Also come see me at Cinekink this week! I’ll be there Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday!
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A Few Things to Consider on Your Sunday: Buck Angel, Burlesque, Chameleons, and Nasal Pasages
1) I did an interview with the one and only and flabbergastingly amazing Buck Angel for WHACK! Magazine. It is brilliant. I’m not kidding. That guy is something else entirely. Entirely AWESOME. He has a bronze statue of himself in a museum. Did you know that? And he rescues wingless parakeets. And he’s got a…
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THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM MY ART FILM
I just had the longest three-day weekend I’ve had in YEARS. Which is to say that I actually feel energized and ready for the work week. Because I did this weekend RIGHT. I partied twice, I slept in three times, I watched a LOT of pleasantly mind-numbing TV on Netflix. I had a SURPRISE PARTY…